Sorry, this video is pretty heavy. I wanted to make this video for a while and I hope this helps someone. of course I am always there for all of you and feel free to send me an Instagram or to make me a Snapchat if you need love:)

Video credits to Annika Osterlund YouTube channel

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    1. I've been watching you for a while, but I just came across. I'm not a very emotional person, but this video almost made me cry (I'm a fucking brick with no heart). I love you so much Annika…thank you for putting out amazing content all the time. i wish i could talk to you…I've never related more to someone.💓

    2. I literally have no one or truely talk to😂 everyone thinks I’m just joking and it’s not that serious

    3. I'm at that point in my mental illness where I'm now afraid to be in the house alone or be in silence. I have to have music on or have some sort of sound that takes my mind off thinking of my anxiety and depressing thoughts. I'm also a cutter. I'm soon going to be on anti- psychotics that I will most likely be on for the rest of my life (I'm only 14) and sleeping pills. I don't tell anyone other than my counsellor my issues as I don't trust my friends or family as they are so sly and judgmental and it makes me sink more into my black hole. It's scary. It's nice to know that other people that I like ( you Annika for instance) and know that they struggled but pulled them selves out of it. Keep being strong Annika, love you Xoxoxo

    4. I was never diagnosed with depression but for a while I had it pretty severely and I know they aren't necessarily accurate but i would take online tests and the symptoms matched but I felt like people didn't believe me and I never talked about it and they didn't understand it's so much more than being sad, I'm really glad I'm not in that state right now but it does come back every once in a while.

    5. I’ve learned over time never to judge a book by its cover. I’m glad you are getting better and is nice in a way to see that even the people you think are “perfect” aren’t, even though I wouldn’t wish those issues on ANYONE. I have generalized anxiety too and it can be a real struggle. I have depression and I’ve gone to the hospital too.. stay strong and I know this video is a bit old but I hope you’ve improved and found things to help you. ❤️

    6. Anika, we all love you so much and at least I will support through it all the way. I went through depression when I was 6 because my father past away. I also had anxiety and panic attacks. I love you so much ❤💙💙❤💙💙❤💙💙❤🌻🌻

    7. Annika I have “ADD” and I thought I was different from everyone else I thought I was stupid and I lose a lot of weight and now I gained weight but not a lot I know I am understanding that I’m not stupid it just helps me think

    8. I have anxiety and depression but everybody thinks it’s either not serious or I’m just upset but I know exactly how it feel and nobody feels what I feel

    9. came across this actual amazing video bc I've been to anxious to even fall asleep tonight 😂…lil story time..ive dealt with anxiety, low self esteem, and depression for as long as i can remember. little things made me sad. didn't matter what it was. many nights i would just lay there and literally just cry for hours bc i felt like i wasn't good enough for any one, pretty enough smart enough, a good enough person. everything. i started cutting seventh grade. it happened on and off until early this year, im a senior now. for almost a year i ate little to nothing. i planned the day to die. junior year i started meds and stopped taking them without telling anyone bc i felt like i had deserved to feel the way i was feeling. i pushed out just about everyone of my friends bc i would get so depressed i started making crazy reckless decisions that no one knew what to do anymore.
      jump to now, i've learned to control everything a little better. i still cry all the time and have anxiety attacks often, but i found someone i love so much to help me through it.
      you're very brave to post this and honestly this made me feel a little better about myself. i hope very much that you might reach out, i would love to talk to you about some of these things

    10. Sometimes i think “if you don’t stand up right now your moms gonna get hurt” and then im like “wtf that doesn’t make sense” but I still do it and I also count down like seconds to get to my bed or seconds up the stairs or something will happen

    11. ۰۪۫F۪۫۰۰۪۫r۪۫۰۰۪۫a۪۫۰۰۪۫n۪۫۰۰۪۫k۪۫۰ ۰۪۫I۪۫۰۰۪۫e۪۫۰۰۪۫r۪۫۰۰۪۫o۪۫۰ ۰۪۫i۪۫۰۰۪۫s۪۫۰ ۰۪۫a۪۫۰ ۰۪۫d۪۫۰۰۪۫a۪۫۰۰۪۫d۪۫۰ says:

      So so so so proud of you for posting this, its honestly making me feel so much better hearing someone who doesn't stand on this social pedestal talk about issues that I myself have. It's nice to hear about it from someone that seems more… human, less god. Everyone's illnesses are valid but you talking about it specifically really hit me. 💓💕💖 love you lots!

    12. I really needed this. I have always been so confused about mental health issues becuase no one in my family has any mental health issues. So thank you for this. It has really helped me understand how people like you feel while going through a mentall illness.

    13. ily so much. you help me so much. I can’t express it. u. make. me. want. to. live💗.

    14. When you said “your problems are valid you shouldn’t compare them to anyone else’s.” I felt that

    15. Thanc you , this video showed me the other side of you that I never would have expected & it makes me love and accept you even more <3

    16. Watching this a year after it was uploaded made me realize how far you’ve come. I’m so so happy that you’ve gotten better and I want you to know that I support you through everything. All love to you Annika ❤️

    17. oh my goD i feel you on that appetite suppression! i think i know what medicine you're talking about but for me specifically it helped me because of my weight issues, but recently it's become kind of a problem because I can't eat anything.

    18. i’ve never had an eating disorder but the fact that i can relate to this says a lot. like honestly i can relate to the room being either messy or clean and never in between. and i can relate to not being just sad but having the lack of motivation and honestly it just all is so relatable and it’s all real. like people always say like oh you’re not depressed. but like in public i cover up because i don’t want people to ask about it. like it’s honestly such a bad fucking thing and puts me and you, as well as other people through actual living hell.

    19. hey this honestly really helps me. hearing your story i can find help for myself. i’m 5’0 and only weigh 90 pounds. I have been struggling to gain weight my whole life. ily so much. & keep with the suicide jokes! i make suicide too! :)))

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