Filming my binge, Part 1– (BIG TRIGGER WARNING)


Hello everyone! Please note that there is a great activation notice in this video. I talk a lot about the behavior of my specific eating disorders and the use of symptoms. I also talk a lot about body fluids, so if you are sensitive to that, I warn you. I also just wanted to make this video to show the raw parts of what bingeing and purging really are. Please do not ask me to send you the purge. Also, be respectful to myself and others. Thank you I love you very much !!

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Video credits to LizaLovesYou YouTube channel





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    Filming my binge, Part 1– (BIG TRIGGER WARNING)

    Comments 8

    1. You are so beautiful and kind and nice… You will win this battle. All we will winโค๏ธ I suffer from Anorexia but I know how it feels

    2. I relate with you so much! I'm going to follow your channel and if you need anything or want to rant or anything like that my instagram is eva_mj_brackney. You can do this, and you are not disgusting, ED makes you do these things. Good luck! ๐Ÿ™‚

    3. How do you not get red dots on your face from purging tho… My face is covered in (what I assume are) broke blood vessels whenever I force myself to throw up! Like no matter how much liquid I drink, I look sooo dreadful after it and it's sooo obvious what I just did. Makes me feel so much worse ๐Ÿ˜ž

    4. Thank you so much for sharing your feelings/experiences! You are so good at being open to the camera, it's a talent!

    5. The fact that youโ€™re hoping nobody watched all of this and Iโ€™m here watching every single bit of it๐Ÿ˜‚โ€”- but I totally agree with the whole feeling full but still eating thing… and I donโ€™t think your weird about purging in a bucket… I usually purge in my shower because itโ€™s easy to clean and I think hot water makes me feel more sick, but I also only do this when my relatives are home, I purge in bags and it scares me because when I pick it up itโ€™s so fucking heavy itโ€™s terrifying

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