DEPRESSION IS YOUR FIRST SIGN OF AWAKENING


WHAT ARE THE PROBLEMS IN WAKING UP? IN DEPRESSION, YOU WILL NOT STAY YOURSELF AND LIFE. AWAKENING IS PERFORMING THE PAIN YOU HAVE BEEN TRANSPORTING YOUR LIFE. I ALSO TALK ABOUT FIBROMYALGIA. In depression, energy is lacking.

Video credits to Trevor Ilesley YouTube channel





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DEPRESSION IS YOUR FIRST SIGN OF AWAKENING

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  1. Here's the truth about God, suffering and salvation. ie. For starters, God does not exist. Only an 'existence' exists. Suffering cannot be completely eliminated, it can only be reduced, alleviated. There is no salvation. Creation 'just is', as it's always been, all happening in the present moment. There is no built-in meaning to it, except for what has been created. We are that creator, limited to ourselves. It's all science, not magic. Eg. The creator is more like a viral disease floating in the middle of nowhere. There is two sides to creation. Eg. Bad, and worse. It doesn't get better. There is no good place, of complete salvation. Otherwise we would be there instead. Eg. No one with a sane mind, chooses to go through an experience of disease and extreme pain and suffering, because it's a great noble, fun, enriched learning thing to do lol. That's all a bunch of cop-out lies, to keep the 'game' going. As this 'game' is all the creator has. As it just doesn't work any other way, that's why. Otherwise we would be living the dream another way, if it were possible. But this 'dream' idea, comes at a huge amount of luck, expense, work, waiting, sacrifice and suffering. I don't believe for one minute that the creator really cares about our fun, or love etc. The creator doesn't even have it's own life anyway. This is why it's all an illusion. We are essentially 'eternally damned' in this eternal problem, forever searching in this existence for something meaningful, fun, loving etc to live for. But it's a futile mission that's all in vain. As there is only a lone 'existence', eternal damnation. And depression is the side-effect of this predicament. So we are compelled to exist like parasitic worms against ourselves, in order to keep up this pretending of being something more. But you see, this strife for love, happiness, satisfaction, fulfillment, wealth, important status etc, comes at the heavy cost of knocking others down in some kind of mad competition. Over a mad and delusional benchmark ideal that was never our natural existence. This is why they say the 'truth hurts. Eg. Because the truth and the lie are one and the same. And it hurts a lot mere than most ppl think, eg. as most ppl are limited to thinking that the government is the big bad truth lol. But the reality is, most ppl don't even fully realize, just how bad things are with creation, and how completely screwed they are. Ironically, most ppl hate to hear such truth, and shun upon it as extremely pessimistic and negative. Yet ironically, most ppl would rather show an interest in utter nonsense, negative entertainment that's killing their health and prosperity, than listen to true wisdom. Probably because most ppl came here to party for the most part. And not because they like the suffering part of it. As we have two basic options in creation. Eg. Extreme boredom in the doldrums, or extreme entertainment and trouble, and extreme suffering in the storm.

  2. Very relatable!
    Until I had a near death experience (an innergy experience) and came back I finally know who we are!

    I had every physical awakening there is from the chakras, kundalini, etc..,,,

  3. I sure got depressed when I woke up to the unecessary madness of this crazy world. Now I just try to enjoy my friends and loved ones.😲

  4. i am a 6ft8 well built man, i had a good job in security then suddenly i started getting great pain in my legs and within a few weeks it was all over my body. for the 1st 4yrs the doctors didn't know what it was but they still put me on 30 tablets a day! 6yrs living like a zombie and still in pain…

    my best mate took his own life and this made the fms so much worse but learned me a hard lesson that life is worth fighting for!

    my brother past away suddenly and i decided i wasn't going live like this no more life was to f**king short!

    i quit smoking brought a bike i did a little bit every week and yes i over did it every time, because thats what we do!

    my granddad past away! closest guy i had to a good father figure,

    i started going to mind and having emotional counselling and reiki and also went to see an osteopath.. best things i have ever done,

    i was fixing myself and doing well, then my friend slipped away suddenly in my arms at the young age of 39, set me back abit caused a lot of stress and flared my fms almost back to square one, what a waste of a good life,but i'm glad i was there for him keep him laughing to the end.

    my father passed away not long after, not much to say! (i forgive you & me) life wasted on hate and heartache.

    i have now been told i have PTSD! to be honest i'm not surprised living inside my head ain't easy and theres so much sadness in my heart.

    i don't 100% know myself yet or understand fibromyalgia or PTSD

    i'm almost 40yrs young now

    and i won't let the demons win

    WHEN I COME I COME TO CONQUER…..

    i have an allotment, my little happy place where i can be with myself

    my life still goes to shit sometimes though but i have good people around me,
    THIS ALL STARTED WHEN I FOUND MY SOULMATE

    ONE LOVE

    p.s NEVER GIVE UP

  5. I'd love to have a conversation with you, I'm spiritually advanced. I've never been part of a mystery school I'm not a scholar, I haven't taken any oaths, I'm not a neophyte I'm lofty and chosen from my third eye to my crown. My phoenix has reached the sun my Apis bull is born. My feet rest at daath and now it's time to bring it to the 3D

  6. Sometimes the depression isn't painful, but it gets you to isolate yourself so you can hit the reset button. You can't work on your shadows if you don't get a little lost in them. Then there are periods of absolute hell, and the best you can do is stay alive. If you are in hell right now, know that it will pass!!

  7. So pleased to have found you/your channel again!
    I totally resonate with what you're saying. I'm the other side of the depression.
    Peace and Love to you πŸ’–

  8. Thank you Trevor you have discribed ME. I will definitely be in touch with you. You are the only person in this world who knows. X

  9. i have found the hard way that the reality of human existence is existential loneliness and despair while everything else is merely distraction & delusion. those of us unable to experience enough of the latter two states are destined to become extremely anxious, depressed & lonely for the remainder of our time on this planet.

  10. I am on my way πŸ™

    πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–DankeschΓΆn πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–

    I do not want to go back πŸ™

  11. As hard as it is we must go through all the different stages to evolve. All of our feelings must be felt- the sadness and anger. It all must be felt in order to release it. Supressing feelings will only hurt more and delay the healing process. We must FEEL and DEAL so that we can HEAL. For some the stages will take longer than others. How long each stage lasts depends on our resistance to change. I am speaking from my person experience with going through the Dark Night Of The Soul. I came out of it. I am now in the stage of releasing the old and everything that no longer serves me. At one point after coming out of the Dark Night, I began to feel like my emotions were gone, I barely smiled and felt like my personality was gone. And for a split second I wanted the old me back. I quicky came to my senses and realised that NO I do not want the old me back because the old me served me at that time in my life and no longer serves me now. I am now stronger, assertive amd gaining confidence in my self and my abilities. The old me was lost. I am now finding My "Self". I am accepting the new. I will get to where it is I want to be. For all who are going through it have patience with yourself. It will pass. Hard times dont last forever. I know it feels like it will- and even I at one point felt that way- but as I gave up resistance things got better and my emotions settled. Trust the process and BELIEVE it will all get better. For anyone who reads this I wish you well on your journey❀❀❀

  12. Thanks Trevor, the journey has always been about timing! and there you were. may the angels bless you man. thank you.

  13. Wow! So glad this video popped up for me. I have known that I'm going thru the awakening but It explains the unusual depression that I've also been experiencing, as well as the insomnia… and my thoughts going crazy about all the ugly things going on here on our planet… "Shut the Fuck Up!" is what i tell myself a lot lately! How long does this phase last?? Thank you for this 😘

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