Being Hospitalized For Depression – Trigger Warning

Being hospitalized for depression was quite an experience. I open up and share that experience with you.

Dealing with depression and anxiety all my life, it had gotten so bad that I committed suicide … again. Having suicidal thoughts and being with a friend, they called my parents … and the story is told from there. Depression and anxiety are serious things, and that is why the stigma of mental health needs to be changed. I hope this video helps you, and others, to know that you are not alone. Thank you very much for being part of DT Nation. It means a lot to me!

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    Being Hospitalized For Depression – Trigger Warning

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    1. ๐Ÿ˜” please stay strong. I lost a close friend in October and it hurt so bad man. Like I struggle with depression and Suicidal Thoughts but honestly since losing her I just don't want to put my friends and my family through the Heartbreak. I don't understand why she did it because I thought that you know we were good friends and I thought that she would be able to come to one of us and we would be able to help her and stop her. I just wish she didn't do it she was young she had her whole life ahead of her she was such a beautiful girl like she had such a bright Spirit man. I knew she was sad but I wasn't expecting it to get this bad or expecting her to leave like that. I know that I don't know you that well but your videos haven't helped to be so mad and believe me I would be just as heartbroken if I found out that you committed suicide please just know that people care about you and people love you please don't do it I know how it is when you're in the midst of your feelings and that's fine but please even if it's Faith the side of a mustard seed just please hold on to something. Even on cloudy days the sun is still up so dont let those clouds distract love.

    2. I just came across your channel through the comment section of a music channel. I really admire your vulnerability, honesty and will to inspire and comfort others. Your suffering will not last forever. God bless you, stay strong.

    3. You donโ€™t have to explain yourself Immanuel, we understand you. Just take care, take your time, weโ€™re with you โœจโœจโœจโœจ

    4. I'm glad that you got help and spoke with a professional. Things really can take a change for the better when we reach out to others who can help and support us.

      You mentioned that you've had depression most of your life, do you have any idea as to what may have caused it?

    5. Wow thanks for sharing dude. Thatโ€™s crazy. Iโ€™m glad you came out more understanding of depression.

    6. First of all, glad you found a sense of direction and that you're doing better! Second, I've come to realize that it's hard to think that you're not alone when your struggles feel so personal to you. I know others have depression and feel the same way, but my mind always believes that no one is dealing with any of the issues that I am. It's my own personal struggles that pile up and make my depression worse. Been rough for me the past couple days, but I'm doing better! ๐Ÿ™‚

    7. My man … I had absolutely no idea. Thanks so much for sharing this. You have no idea how inspiring this is for other people, including myself. I love you man, hope you have found some great relief in this new knowledge. I have friends with bipolar and ever since their diagnosis they have had a very different (and positive) relationship towards their mental health since. In fact, the first time I decided to read up on CBT and go to a counsellor was thanks to my friend with BD. He knew so much about the ins and outs of depression he was able to give me a light of hope. Hope the best for you, can't wait to see more videos.

    8. Hi gorgeous Immanuel ๐Ÿ’• glad your feeling better โ€œLove you โ€œโค๏ธ

    9. The process can be long and hard, but eventually you will rise over it๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ‘ keep pushing brother

    10. Please stay strong. I'm going through alot right now including might having to get surgery or a needle put in my back because I injured my back. Please stay strong Immanuel!

    11. Oh my god Immanuel… I just want to hug you right now… I am so glad you are okay now…I would be so heartbroken if you left us…

    12. I am so sorry you had to go though that but I am glad the experience impacted you positively and it changed you in such a way that you are in a better place right now. Yes, it's possible that you can be helping other people and impacting other people's lives while you are struggling, and working on yourself too. I love that you're open and honest about it and you don't only show the good side or the good moments.

      Side note: I like the video set. I don't know why I kept staring at the bicycle though but it looks perfect and I like the theme or color grade too.

    13. Been there. I'm glad that you were able to get help. The psych hospitals here are CRAP. They'll just sit there and watch people suffer UGH!! I finally got a decent psychiatrist and therapist. You are so not alone Immanuel.

    14. Iโ€™m soo proud of you for doing what is needed to take care of your mental health. Just by you being here and honest about your situation makes others more comfortable about getting the help that they need as well. ๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿพ

    15. Your such a brave person. Love yourself โค๏ธ I know itโ€™s hard and thatโ€™s what makes you brave

    16. Thank you for being a torch bearer for this topic Immanuel๐Ÿ™This is a topic near and dear to my family. My brother was in such a dark place, yet he never did see the light, as you have on this side of life. It's so amazing to see you channelling your energy into awareness around depression and the extremes that can sometimes be presented on this path. You are touching many life's and that makes you a Bright Star and Beacon for others struggling with such battles. Light, peace and blessings to you, take care of yourself and thank you for your amazing work.๐Ÿ™๐ŸŒ…๐Ÿ‘‘๐ŸŒŒ

    17. I am glad you are back and feeling better. I really have no words other than be strong and I'm so glad you found the help you need. As always I'm here to support and to learn, so I can not only help others but also help myself. Much Much Much Love Bro!

    18. Thank you for being honest. I've been there. It's hard to focus on the abundance when the clouds are so heavy. I'm happy you're back

    19. Thank you for sharing Immanuel and Iโ€™m wishing you the best. I actually went to the hospital Monday. Iโ€™m very curious to see how you react to abilify, you look good! Abilify, cymbalta, klonopin, wellbutrin and adderall have all messed me up over the years so I no longer trust medication with MY body. It isnโ€™t for everybody. But if it did to u what it did to me you would notice already. So Iโ€™m very glad to hear u didnโ€™t have the experience I did with it. It probably didnโ€™t help they threw me on a very high dose of all of the first three meds that I just named at the same time. The hospital I went to in July was stupid… and the psychiatrist actually got fired not long after I left. When I went Monday I was only suicidal bc of a situation I was in, not necessarily bc I was depressed this time, so when I got there I was like no… I need to just get home and sleep… because I knew I seen my therapist two days after the event (i saw her yesterday) and at this point Iโ€™m terrified to take medicine. Even tho I know it works for other people, and thatโ€™s great! Idk whatโ€™s wrong w my body. Iโ€™m sure thereโ€™s a medicine that may help but Iโ€™m just so scared at this point w everything Iโ€™ve been through. Iโ€™m also scared of in patient hospitalization now… I feel like I had such a bad experience that if I was suicidal, thinking of going there would make me more suicidal:( But Iโ€™m going on and on. I really am glad ur hospital was able to help, and I look forward to DTNations meeting Sunday ๐Ÿ”…

    20. We are all in this together bro. I'm glad your back. Keep smiling.

      I was prescribed abilify before myself. How are you doing with it?

    21. Damn dude, hope everthing gets alot better, we are always here for you. Feel free to reach out anytime. Life isn't always easy, so many things going on we've got to keep a positive mindset. Dont let the negative thoughts cloud your judgement on reality. You are loved and not alone. Message for Everyone don't let depression beat you because you are stronger than you know. Find help and stay healthy!

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