Hi. I filmed this when I was experiencing a breakdown that I had earlier today. I thought it was important to share because I take care of this, but I keep it a secret. I cry all the time about my acne, which I imagine only makes things worse. I have treated acne since February 2018 and have tried to act as if it did not bother me, but it is difficult to even look at myself in a mirror. I have had people at school who asked me "do you even wash your face?" and believe me, I take better care of my skin than most people do. I have cystic acne. which means that I can not put a product for acne and that my acne simply disappears. I need medication I have been on Accutane for about 2 months with the hope that this is my last stop to cleanse my skin. but I had a terrible shoulder pain last week. We are not sure if it is the cause, but they took me to the emergency room because of how bad the pain was, so my doctor thought it was best to avoid it. I am absolutely devastated and I feel that I should give up myself, but that is not how life works. Life throws you curves and you have to cope with what is given to you, so I'm not going to give up. I deserve much more than what I have to live. I hope this video does not attract any negative attention for me. I want it to be informative for people who have acne or who struggle to understand the pain I suffer every day, both emotionally and physically. Thank you.
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